Help with relationship... soldier needing help...?

For awhile now, I haven't given much thought of any girls out there, most were just another obstacle for me to over come. Everyone went through that relationship trial stage in which we just wanted to find out what we really wanted, ever since that stage, I have yet to find interest in a girl. Most are just not there, i'm not looking for the prettiest girl nor the smartest girl. I'm not even sure how to explain it, the closest thing I can think of is the cinderella story, looking for the girl who can fit into the gl slipper. The girl who stands out, not because of her beauty alone, or her personality alone, but because of who she is. The girl who dazzles me when i'm trying to find her flaw like the rest. Unfortunately, we all know life isn't a fairy tale, when we find that perfect somebody, it doesn't ever go right, and many can contest, most times we lose that somebody. I've never seen myself as the lucky individual to even find that individual that will lighten up the darkest thoughts, that will bring a smile by speaking. Amazingly, I met this girl, who has really changed my perspective, she's gorgeous, but yet real, she's seems like a normal person, living the treacherous life everyone goes through, but yet she's more appealing than the rest. feels different, even though I have yet to fully understand her. She can stand alone, but know's how to be part of the crowd. She seems to fit into everything i've ever found wrong with anyone else. Last night, I stayed up, thinking of reasons to not ever tell her anything, I stayed up trying to be myself and find the easiest way out. This time, the more I thought, the more I found that I liked her. I've always had a theory that when I find the person I like, she's going to be the one to crush me, I've always held a barrier against relationships, i've never really taken a chance. Most times I can predict the outcome before I act, but now, i'm not sure how to feel. I never thought I would ever put myself in a position in which I was going to risk throwing myself out there, and getting nothing in return. Sometimes in life, if we don't make a move we will lose anyways, I guess i've finally found someone I'm actually willing to put myself on the line for. Someone special, someone who I can see that there words are real. I have no Idea on how to tell this girl anything, I have no idea on how to reveal any of this feeling I have. I'm not a person to always find the right words, I'm not even a good writer. I chosed to write because words fade into thin air, while writings can be kept for centuries to come. I'm not sure what to say to her, maybe tell her how much I feel for her, but there's no measurement scale for that. I've only known her for a month or so, but for some reason i trust her words more than peope i've known for years. I would love to send her mounds of roses, but than again, every guy would if they could. so now i'm stuck again, first was just having the courage to go through with this, now I'm not sure how to say it. Maybe tell her I would like a relationship with her, but that doesn't sound like anything special, maybe "asking her out" but no, that's too high school, and that's just not me. I've never thought i would ever be in this position, worrying about how to tell this girl that I really like her, and want to make something of this relationship we have. This time it's something real, and something I would work for. Something I would hope that would be more, but nothing is possible without her discretion. i'm just hoping for a simple relationship with a story that has yet to be written. Hopefully I will hear the words, if not, at least I've finally found someone who I accept everything about them, and trust them without questions, because for awhile, I didnt think it was possible...